Tumblr Confessions

I’m in love with my best guy friend. My heart races and my palms get sweaty as he talks to me or looks at me. I wish that when he liked me, I would of spoke up. It kills me everyday seeing him with another girl when I know he could of been mine.

I’m sorry that I’m lying to you. I told you so many times that I wouldn’t cut again.

I feel worthless in this world.

If only you knew how much your words hurt me. Your tearing me apart and making me numb by calling me fat, and ugly. You point out my flaws everyday, and I swear to god im close to killing myself. Not that you would care.

I’m having an affair with a married man. It’s a purely sexual relationship, to work through my sexual abuse history. I know it makes me a horrible person. I realized that all I want is to be loved and held the way my ex-boyfriend did.

I fell in love with a close friend 8 months after I met her. I confessed to her, knowing she would reject me because she already had someone she liked. I refuse to go after her and get her to like me since it would be too painful. Yet I’m afraid that if I fall out of love with her, I’ll become emotionally numb and detached again.

I wanted to kill myself today.

hate how he my boyfriend has been forgetting me and not responding to my feelings that much. Sometimes i wish i could live with him.. That would solve everything… fucking distance

I want friends, but I don’t have any. Why? I don’t want to waste my efforts on such narrow-minded fucks. At home though, I don’t care about how dense and self-indulgent they are. I just want friends, I want someone to hangout after school with. I don’t want to be alone.

I think if it wasn’t for some of the beautiful people on tumblr, I would have tried to kill myself again.

everyday i feel alone . like noone understand . i help so many people but never myself. i try my best to make others happy even tho i rarely am. i am inlove with my boyfriend and if i lost him i dont think i could survive. i am bisexual & i cant even tell my best friend im afraid of what shell think . weather or not she will still stand by me. i cant express any emotion to anyone and it really hurts my boyfriend. but i cant  i dont know what to do . this is the first time in my life to ever blog about how im feeling . but i guess i just did it.

I’m going out with a fantastic, amazing boy who treats me right, loves me and wants to be with me forever. 

But I’m falling for someone I met on Tumblr. He lives 6,000 miles away and makes my stomach jump into my throat every time I get a message from him. He’s asked me to marry him someday. 

I don’t know who to choose. 

I’m truly and madly in love with my best friend’s boyfriend, as he is with me, but she has no idea.

I’ve wanted to be with you for two years, and now after the short time we’ve had together, I can’t help it. I’m in love with you. You’ve shown me how happy I could be, how wonderful we can be together, and I can’t lose that. I’ve never been one to try, but I want to have you back. I know that if we’re together, really together, we’ll be perfect for each other.

I’m secretly hooking up with my friend’s ex. I’m a girl a she’s a girl. And I’m not even gay. I’m just extremely attracted to her.

I’m hopeless at making friends, so when I really like someone’s blog and think “hey, this person’s really similar to me, I’m sure we’d be friends if we got talking”, I’ll send a message to say how much I like their blog, and I’ll put something else in in the hope it’ll start a conversation. It’s either totally ignored or they just say “thanks” and don’t engage. It honestly makes me really sad and embarrassed.

What I really hate about Tumblr is that even online, I’m really shy. It’s a huge deal for me to even send someone a message. So when I do, and the person I’ve sent to doesn’t answer, it upsets me more than it should.

I have a follower, who I follow back, who is very similar to me. We’re always liking and reblogging each others’ posts. They’re also always posting about how they want friends on Tumblr. But if I try to start a conversation with them on a reblog, they ignore me. Why?

I don’t really like being around my friends.